““You don’t know distance until you’ve shared your bed with someone who’s falling out of love with you.” - Beau Taplin”—
“I love the thought that just brushing your lips over mine could wash out every name that ever lived in my tongue. I love the thought that mine could do the same for you but the truth is, I am not whole enough to be able to fill your vacancy. The truth is, you deserve greater and so much more— and that, I am not. You deserve a girl who won’t cry the first time you make love to her. You deserve someone who isn’t broken, who isn’t tainted by past; someone who isn’t scraped from rough hands and calloused fingers, someone who isn’t built of memories and nightmares, someone who isn’t collaborated by 11:11 wishes and crossed fingers, someone who isn’t stitched by shipwrecks, disasters and lightnings, someone who isn’t made of fear, dilemmas and insecurities, someone who will do anything and give everything and unfortunately, I am not that someone. I will tremble in your arms and no matter how honest they are at night I will be restless and inconsolable. When the weight of the world is too heavy, I will collapse underneath it. I’m not as strong as you think I am. I sometimes struggle in keeping myself intact and I am filled to the rim with emptiness. You deserve so much more than what I could offer. But I am capable of loving harder than most. I will pour out every last fragment of myself just to give you something to hold onto. I may not be that ‘someone’ you deserve but at least give me a chance to exert my best.”—
s.a., i want to spend my life trying to deserve you
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(via soulfulreverie)
““Take all the time you need to heal emotionally. Moving on doesn’t take a day. It takes a lot of little steps to be able to break free of your broken self.” - Unknown”—
“That is the simple secret of happiness. Whatever you are doing, don’t let past move your mind; don’t let future disturb you. Because the past is no more, and the future is not yet. To live in the memories, to live in the imagination, is to live in the non-existential. And when you are living in the non-existential, you are missing that which is existential. Naturally you will be miserable, because you will miss your whole life”— Osho (via perrfectly)
